Just because i am little...

Some things that i just have to say.

Just because i am little...

~doesn't mean that i can't carry an adult conversation. i am actually quite good at this...try it and see. ;)
~or that i don't know or understand what you are talking about. i have a vast amount of understanding and empathy.
~it doesn't mean that i can't take care of myself...i have been doing a fabulous job of it my whole life...without anyone else taking care of me.
~it doesn't mean that i am incapable or unworthy...
~and it doesn't mean that i am YOURS.
~it doesn't mean that i am mentally unstable, or that i can't handle anything...you would be surprised at how incredibly strong i am, both emotionally and physically.
~or that i can't make choices...is it hard to decide? yes...but i can do it. lol
~it doesn't mean i don't know what manners, ethics or morals are...in fact, i have a rather high set of standards that i choose to live by.
~it also doesn't mean that i don't know how to use proper grammar. i just choose to write how i talk sometimes...especially when in little mode.
~it doesn't mean that my feelings are not valid or that i should be "seen" and not "heard". in all honesty...i have very many good ideas and am really good at figuring things out. :)

but what it does mean is that...

~i am always honest and say what i mean and mean what i say.
~that i can be very sensitive and i pretty much wear my heart on my sleeve.
~that i care about everything...maybe too much sometimes, but it is only because i want to help, want to learn, and want to make others happy.
~that i see the wondrous things around me daily that most just don't see anymore...like the ants who work together, or the beautiful spider web glistening with morning dew...the smell of roses and the sound the sparrows singing...these are the things that bring me the greatest joy...and if there is a rainbow...i can be happy for days. :)
~that i am very creative...i will color, write poems, paint, work with clay, beads and other crafty things...
~and i will squeee over things i love and have silly toys and dolls and a bed full of stuffies...
~and yes, i will have a huge Hello Kitty collection, because it ties me to the good things that happened in my childhood (and there are sooo few of those)
~it means that i will love deeply and unconditionally and that i will expect the same in return.
~and i will be loyal, honest and the best girl i can be.

Because i am little. Which has been, and always will be, the biggest and best part of me.

(i am sure i will have more to add to this later, but i had to get down what was on my mind now, before i forgotted it all. lol)